pentru tine, iubirea mea...
Monday, September 17, 2007
Monday, September 10, 2007
chats on messenger with old friends
one of my best friends started to live a new love
also did probably my best male friend
one of my high-school colleagues got married
another one will have her wedding next summer
andrei and andreea, my example of a successful long distance relationship broke up
my grandpa’ was in the hospital
my mom works after-hours and has 7 projects to finish
my boyfriend will resign from his job and apply for aiesec
ana has stories from greece
tomorrow I’ll have my first real business meeting
this week alex will subscribe me in my extra year in the university
I’ll go to gyor
my dad will send me money
I watch talks on www.ted.com
I decided to choose my attitude in my september, full of news
how is your september?
Wednesday, August 15, 2007
rush night with you
crazy day with my friends and going home
long days visiting relatives
dealing with banks
way back to… second home
visit friends and relatives (sibiu and cluj)
hi-tech road to budapest
evenings and dinners with my beloved parents
sharing impressions about hungary
feeling protected and adult
saying good bye and getting to work
waiting in the airport
butterflies in my stomach
the happiest week of my life
watching the music fountain on margit island
walking in the old town
walking on the banks of the danube with sand in the shoes
playing with the feet in the water in the city center
having a picnic next to the lake under a tree
admiring the city from the hill
running in the rain
waiting the first night bus over an orange juice in McD
boat sightseeing on the danube
sleeping in the train
watching strange movie
drinking flavoured water
taking random pictures
tomorrow I leave for turkey
a new country
the biggest aiesec conference
2 weeks of pure aiesec :)
Thursday, July 12, 2007
Monday, July 9, 2007
aiesec can be a virus that starts an epidemic of positive change, it can be the pool of sparks that light an internal self-sustainable fire, it can be fashion and beauty or it can be the organisation that creates a butterfly effect to make a difference.
Saturday, July 7, 2007
Friday, June 29, 2007
long and hard day in the office
discussions on clashes of values
good and bad news
a little bit of fun
folded clothes on my bed
waiting for a reply
missing a skype conversion
a sweet friend’s request
one more blog added to the list
a funny news
I’m the most branded
thank you guys!:)
Sunday, June 17, 2007
here you have a brief of how a session
can look like here…
now I know it’s not because of English
and it’s not because I’m in CEE
romania is also in CEE
and people talk there
after the lunch break
there were just me and 2 girls in the room
I ask them how was their lunch
and then they continue their conversation
in Hungarian, of course
should I feel left aside?
should I feel frustrated?
no, I have to be flexible
and accept it’s just a cultural difference
but what about respect?
Wednesday, June 13, 2007
Thursday, June 7, 2007
a fost intr-un club in aer liber, undeva langa dunare. de cum am intrat si am auzit muzica rock tare si am vazut oameni dansand liber, fara nicio prejudecata sau restrictie, mi-am adus aminte de vama veche.
e foarte tare clubul si muzica de acolo. o sa ma intorc sa ma dansez. desi nu miroase a mare, bei bere la pahar. si desi nu dansezi pe nisip, te invaluie mirosul ametitorde flori de tei.
am dansat si ma gandeam la tine. m-am uitat la cer si am multumit ca te am chiar daca esti acolo, te am mereu cu mine.
o sa fie o alta vara in care nu ajung la mare. si mi-e dor de mare. mult mai putin decat mi-e dor de tine insa mi-e dor: de vama, de trenul care te duce acolo, de noptile instelate pe plaja, de briza care ma face sa-mi fie racoare, de sunetul valurilor care se sparg la mal, de soarele care-mi arde pielea. nu o sa-mi mai miroasa parul a sare si nici nu o sa mai am talpile zgariate de nisipul zgrunturos… ce pacat!
Wednesday, June 6, 2007
even if my “husband” left already
sometimes I feel that everybody has a guardian angel
in this fight for understanding how to have a good start
for a good year
everybody but me…
somehow, I’m on my own now
and it’s hard and challenging
I have the space to make my own mistakes
even if I’m not allowed to make any mistakes
this weekend I’ll meet my team
I’m curious, excited, eager to know them
it will be a year of work for them and with them
different individuals, each of them special in his/her way
how will we all fit together?
it’s a matter of will, trust, support, motivation and passion;)
the most important person in somebody’s life
the room mate that made her see the colors
the student different of her group colleagues
a hero and example that things can work out
a friend you can rely on
the weird girl that will always be there
the first girl he said “I love you” to
the MC member with no EB experience
the grand daughter that is always far away
Friday, June 1, 2007
Monday, May 28, 2007
Friday, May 18, 2007
Monday, May 14, 2007
my jewels are waiting to be packed
I'm having a hard time
saying good bye
good bye to home
I don't feel I'm wanted there
but I feel the people here
telling me not to go
he told me
it's hard to leave when you have roots
you're right, my dear!
Friday, May 11, 2007
before and after?
before and after high school
before and after surgery
before and after poland
before and after tonight
is it that all things come to an end?
but why do we seek for the end
and not for what is happening?
will anybody measure his life in
before and after
Monday, May 7, 2007
so tell me… what’s going on?
start with the beginning!
it was weird but I liked it…
and what will happen next?
I don't know
it's hard to make any promise
are you ok?
yes! and you? are you ok?
yes, I’m fine.
are you sure?
you see? we want different things
it’s funny but sad in the same time
am I the one with the most interesting life now?
it seems so… I just want to get it over with the thesis
when will you get here?
I don’t know where I’m going to live…
Saturday, May 5, 2007
and we become more and more different
we choose our path
we build our career or our family
create a home
my friends plan their wedding
others plan their business
some of them buy houses
just a few have just plans
when will I grow up?
I don’t even know how to love…
or cook a fancy dinner
or have a real job
I’m somewhere on the way
from being a teenager
to a grown up
will you walk next to me on this path?
Wednesday, May 2, 2007
Tuesday, April 24, 2007
Monday, April 23, 2007
Tuesday, April 3, 2007
Friday, March 16, 2007
it is still under construction
those empty walls are waiting for life, for energy, for soul, for light
how many lives will be lived in there?
how many babies will spend their childhood there?
how many teenagers will fall in love?
how many will make love for the first time in there?
how many couples will have their honey moon in a room the heads to Stefan cel Mare?
how many of them will break up?
how many people will die there?
how many secrets will does walls keep?
light, soul, energy, life
Monday, March 12, 2007
Thursday, March 8, 2007
Tuesday, March 6, 2007
what if you’d take the control for every day you have and make something spectacular out of your every day?
eat something you haven’t tried before!
go somewhere you’ve never been and visit a friend!
take a train and have a night travel with a bunch of crazy people you love!
ask the strangest questions to you room mates and have a good discussion based on that!
invent a game and play it!
have a funky photo shoot session in room mate’s bed!
make yourself a new haircut and answer with a smile on your face when people are amazed by the change!
in the end, I like to take the spark from every of these little things and keep it to get energy for the next spectacular day!
Thursday, March 1, 2007
Wednesday, February 28, 2007
having jokes with my mom, in the morning;
lying naked on a hospital bed, continuing to make jokes;
getting waken up in the middle of the surgery and being asked to move my legs;
being cold in an intensive care room;
being unable to control my legs;
living dependent of my parents once again for every single little thing;
learning to walk again;
following my dreams and letting nothing interfere.
28 february 2007
having a relaxed ordinary morning;
meeting my mom and having an interesting chat about building and saving teams;
having lunch with a great ex MCP, currently MBA student;
accidentally meeting a former high school colleague and chatting about her experience in Budapest as Erasmus student;
now going for my Spanish language course that I so love!
everyday can bring a change or a wink of beauty; it’s up to each of us to make it glow!
Tuesday, February 27, 2007
how many of them are there for you when you cry? how many understand you when not even you can understand you? how many are one breath close to you even if there thousands of kilometers separating you? how many of them hug you so warm you feel as a supergirl?
how deep does it hurt to loose a friend? and yet how comfortable feels to gain him once again?
how can you know the slight difference from loving a friend as a friend and loving him from another perspective? and when you discover you feel something else, how can you act as if nothing is happening? how can you two get back to what you first had? How can you not wait for his presence or word, how can you not care if something’s happening to him? How can you act indifferent when you are not and nothing to break inside of you?
how can I think I'm standing strong,
yet feel the air beneath my feet?
how can happiness feel so wrong?
how can misery feel so sweet?
how can you let me watch you sleep,
then break my dreams the way you do?
how can I have got in so deep?
why did I fall in love with you?